Shallow
words have shallow meanings
Truth I once
thought, but yet you deceived me,
Full of
promise and remorse lead me to believe
That you
genuinely cared, yet all is left is debris.
Dislodging
my fears helplessly I fight,
Tormented I am
by each passing night
Anguish
overrules me so much I cannot stand,
This dehumanising spite completely changes who
I am.
Shattered on
the floor the glass shards of my heart
Painted vividly
in rage, I warned you from the start!
A Simple
plea of reason of which with ease was ignored
For a self
supporting act left me on my blood stained floor
You knew
this was inside me, you knew it all along
Little did
you care what my life deemed as wrong
A river full
of pain comes gushing from my eyes
When you
leave me there to die and go hide behind your lies
Left broken
and out of hope, a lonesome echoing sound
Resonates
from a blood filled crevice, that I may surely drown
Face first
impaled in the cold, a life of which I hate
Any words to
reconsider? Sorry.. It’s too late
Pretending I
lack existence is a futile game to play
You only
hurt me more, unless you intend it this way
I did
nothing wrong to you but you cause me the world full of pain
Inside out is
agony... slowly... painfully I fray...
Cheerful and
fine are you not a shred of guilt in your mind
Sitting in
the corner alone is me resenting my torturous life
Although it
seems doubtful, but I promise that I’m trying
That doesn’t
change how i spend night after night in my bedroom crying..
You said you
“thought it through” and expected me to get hurt
Am I just a
game to you? Kick me aside like a speck of dirt
You selfish,
unthoughtful pig you said you wouldn’t but you did
Leave my
life forever! It’s no better now that
you’re rid
... A friend,
no longer.
