Someone Worth Writing For

Have you ever had someone you wish you could somehow tell how much they mean to you, all the things that they have done for you,  Things you've gone through with them and know they will never leave you.

In summary,  I guess what i want to say is; have you ever had a best friend like I do? well if you have,  I hope you can relate because this is about my best friend.

You never left my side, not once in my life

Your always wiped my tears and held me so tight

You never let me down or let me out of sight

I love you my friend, you’re my guardian light

A bond so strong, forged stronger then gold

A friendship that never fades and never grows old

Tightly woven so deeply into my heart,

You never missed a beat when it came to making me laugh

You’re someone I can run to, and let my thoughts run free

You’re someone that I trust to let me, be me

I know I’m not perfect, but little do you care,

Because you love me regardless for being who I am

Our friendship is so special, and makes me feel the need

To tell you that you’re wonderful, and I’m never going to leave

You’ll be there for me, and I’ll be there for you

Until the very end, because our friendship is true.           

i hope you enjoyed :)  

Heart Shatter

Shallow words have shallow meanings

Truth I once thought, but yet you deceived me,

Full of promise and remorse lead me to believe

That you genuinely cared, yet all is left is debris.

               

Dislodging my fears helplessly I fight,

Tormented I am by each passing night

Anguish overrules me so much I cannot stand,

 This dehumanising spite completely changes who I am.

Shattered on the floor the glass shards of my heart

Painted vividly in rage, I warned you from the start!

A Simple plea of reason of which with ease was ignored 

For a self supporting act left me on my blood stained floor

You knew this was inside me, you knew it all along

Little did you care what my life deemed as wrong

A river full of pain comes gushing from my eyes

When you leave me there to die and go hide behind your lies

Left broken and out of hope, a lonesome echoing sound

Resonates from a blood filled crevice, that I may surely drown

Face first impaled in the cold,  a life of which I hate

Any words to reconsider? Sorry.. It’s too late

Pretending I lack existence is a futile game to play

You only hurt me more, unless you intend it this way

I did nothing wrong to you but you cause me the world full of pain

Inside out is agony... slowly... painfully I fray...

Cheerful and fine are you not a shred of guilt in your mind

Sitting in the corner alone is me resenting my torturous life

Although it seems doubtful, but I promise that I’m trying

That doesn’t change how i spend night after night in my bedroom crying..  

You said you “thought it through” and expected me to get hurt

Am I just a game to you? Kick me aside like a speck of dirt

You selfish, unthoughtful pig you said you wouldn’t but you did

Leave my life forever!  It’s no better now that you’re rid

... A friend,  no longer.

:'(

:'( i can't stand it anymore!!!!!! :'( not that anyone cares :'(  i'm such a looser :'(

:(

I give up on everything

:/

:/ I don't think anyone really looks at this or cares, I don't know how I got convinced to do this...

Endless

In English we were asked to write a poem about WWI, this is what i came up with.

The candles burning dim

My fellows see no end

The darkness draws us in

But we can only pretend

I write this letter from hell

From where we’ve been condemned

This glorified agenda

Of which we did not intend

Waiting in the corner

Waiting for the time

The sound of an unholy whistle

Our death contracts had been signed

This burnt and crumbled plane

Of lost and broken souls

These murderous guns of pain

No resistance could uphold

All my comrades fell

Like a raging water fall

I only try to expel

The horrific thoughts that I store

A never ending plague no soldiers left unclean

All hopes had been diminished

And all thoughts of self esteem

two years had passed in time

Some so mentally impaired

Tormented every night

From my midsummer’s nightmare

hope you enjoyed

Move On My Friend

I have a good friend who has mentioned to me that he feels guilty for something he has done, for the past few weeks i've been trying to convince him of my opinnion on the matter ( but he has proven to be rather stubborn :P) so i wrote this to put the way i feel in the context.

When she steps forth, my hearts on fire

It seems to me she, is whom I desire

But this is bound, by a gentle rope

For she has taken the oath of all oaths

For another soul belongs to she

Undoubtedly great and cherishing is he

Those repulsive feelings inside of me

Must never resurface so all can see

As long as they are happy I don’t really mind

What I must give up, for the better of this time

Actively so, my actions have been dormant

Those of my good fellow are even more important

I try to ignore the feelings, when she is in splendour

I’ll always be there right next to her ready to defend her

But I still have feelings for her and they must be stored

I’ll try my best but I can’t hide them all.

Harry, its alright, i know you love her ( and i slap you if you didn't!)
Don't worry about how i feel, it would make me so much happier if you'd disregard how i feel about her and enjoy your life guilt free.